I’m not sure how I am feeling today.  Yesterday was a weird day in Guat adoption world.  Several people from my agency got OUT yesterday (congrats Jen & Vicki) but several people received previo calls instead (hugs to you Lisa).  The protocolo announcement was made yesterday but won’t be implemented for “a few weeks” because it wasn’t in the budget.  But I think we all know that UNICEF will pony up the cash if that is the only stumbling block.  I don’t know what will happen when/if it is implemented.  There seems to be some confusion about that.  I’m scared so I’m continuing my ostrich stance.  I can’t do anything else.  I know there are different ways the protocolo will be fought because Guat’s president is trying to legislate from the executive branch but all I hear is that it might halt things for awhile and selfishly that means all I hear is that Sabrina isn’t coming home anytime soon.  So I’m back to ignoring it until I hear it is implemented and I have to lock myself in a dark room with many boxes of girl scout – and you better believe I’ll start smoking again if that happens.

The good news? I have Girl Scout cookies in hand.